Oh My Twitchy Witchy Girl

Seven Devils- Florence & The Machine 

Seven devils all around you
Seven devils in your house
See I was dead when I woke up this morning
I’ll be dead before the day is done
Before the day is done

Battles

I am so tired of this, I am tired of being the one to do all the fighting. I can’t do this all on my own, you make me question if you are honestly worth everything I have lost. If you are worth the fighting for.

Good-Bye Lizzie.

“Doctor she shows no response to anything” Nurse Mary said. I looked at the nurse she seemed scared that were still working on this girl called Lizzie. The girl that killed her husband in suspicion he was going to leave her for her younger sister Alice. It’s quite a pity she was beautiful, and among the higher class.”I guess it is time to end this then.?” I said to Mary. I saw her exhale a sign of relief. In the time Lizzie was here she had killed 3 of my nurses in her “attempts to save wonderland”. My staff had become scared of this girl, she possessed a power, a strange one. We walked into the tiny room given to her. Strange how her family quickly disowned her at the sound of her being insane. I guess that is how it is real life. I looked down at this young girl, black hair, pale white skin, she laid there almost dead, but still alive. She was in a coma for about a year now, at first she would respond to therapy, but now its as if someone cut off the connection to her brain and we can no longer make contact with Lizzie. Lizzie’s young life ended that day, for all I know she is in wonderland saving herself from the truth of what she done in this world.

Order first, Order Always.

I sat down in my throne within the castle. Order had been given back, wonderland returned to its wonderful self. The past seemed so long ago, and I could bearly remember the king’s face. That lying cheating king, maybe he did deserve it, maybe I am really monster for thinking so. I could care less now, all that mattered was that my Domain was saved from my guilt. Guilt that I no longer cared about, I enjoyed not feeling human again, wonderland was back to itself. Making me numb and me ruling what was left my insane rampage. The red queen took her place next to my throne and we ruled wonderland. I will never leave wonderland.

Through the look glass.

I reached the brink of wonderland, where nothing was created. I stood before a wall of nothing and before me stood the other me. Her hair was teased and frizzed,her skin with blotches and flaws, her body was ill-formed. She was nothing like me, she scared me. She walked towards me, keeping eye contact with me, she made me feel uneasy. “what do you want” the other me said. I asked why did she kill the king. She let out a terrifying laugh at looked at me. “I did nothing, you did everything. All I did was make you realize what you have done.” she said. “I did nothing! I would never, I loved the king.!”I yelled out. “ah, but the king didn’t love you, he was going to leave you for that whore! You simply awakened me, and I completed your dirty deed.” she said. ” I would never want to kill him for not wanting me, I am not insane!” “Oh darling you are, you are defending wonderland so badly, do you want to know what is going on outside your mind?” I looked at her scared at the answer of that question. “you are being sent to an asylum where you will no longer hurt anyone again.” she said moving closer. “No, I didn’t kill James! I did not kill the king my king..” “yes yes yes you did! you killed him and you enjoyed it, I watched a monster be born in you, you were screaming with joy as you ended that cheater life!” she said jumping up and down. “no!” I couldn’t fight back anymore the memory came rushing in my head, showing me everything I have so hard to get rid of.

Jabberwocky.

The Red Queen stood before me showing me what I had done to my dearly beloved King. It had all made sense now, in the beginning the force pulling me back from the brink of Wonderland was my guilt for what I have done to my king. My guilt will not let me run away from it, so in order to maintain my sanity I created the Red Queen. She held the memory that linked the purpose of wonderland. I looked at this cold version on me, was this the last thing the king saw? This cold blooded monster? I let out an agonizing cry, the red queen just stood there staring at me. “why are you crying? don’t you see now, we found the problem in wonderland, we can save this.!” she said in a tone of excitement. I looked up to see if her face showed signs of human. By the time I looked her face was cold again. I asked what am I supposed to do? How can I save wonderland?. She finally let out a smile, but this smile was almost kind, but her eyes hide an agenda. She told to go to brink of wonderland. This is where I must face the other half of me running around destroying wonderland. The dark side of me, the side that knew what I had done with the King. The red queen looked at me and said ” I have served my purpose I have kept you sane, for the sake of Wonderland, face your fears. face the consequences! Stop being a coward. Save wonderland!” she screamed at me in rage. I looked at myself in this different side of authority. I was fearless, this what I needed to be. What I had done to the king was unforgivable, but it wasn’t me, something else took over me. and this something else is now wanting to end my wonderland. I told the Red Queen I will save wonderland, I won’t fail us now. She tried to smile, but it came off weak. I was off to the brink of wonderland, to the origin of my safe haven. The enemy wasn’t unknown anymore, this demon was me.

Ill Manners.

What are you doing here? I asked her. Her face still cold as stone, reminded me of the slenderman from my memories. She looked at me with ever-changing eyes, “don’t ask questions you already know the answers to, its rude.” she said in cold voice. I asked her again what she was doing here. She smirked and walked closer to me, “Do you know who I am?” she asked in a velvet voice. “You are the red queen, my sister.” I said in a monotone. “No, no, no! I am the red queen but I am no sister of you. For I am you.” she said dancing around me. “Me?” I repeated.

Off with her head II.

I still can’t decide if memory, or fixed on. I felt my hands shake at the thought of it being real. I recalled the memory from earlier, where the King was frightened by me every time I reached for him. I kept seeing his face, his scared face. Was that because of me? Did I cause that terror in his eyes? I felt my heart break in two, the wonderland was created to escape the horrible reality of what happened to my king, what if i could never escaped it because I was the my very own cause of it. What if I am the one taking wonderland from me? I shook my head, I would not hurt the king, I would not destroy my wonderland. I heard footsteps behind me, I turned around to see someone standing behind me. Who are you? I asked with a voice of authority after all I was still the White Queen. The thing came closer and removed the cloak from its face. It took me a minute to realize who was before me. Long black hair, green eyes, snow white skin, immaculate figure. I was before the Red Queen.

Halo Man

The white rabbit was no help, he told me to return to place of origin. I was tired of running around asking for help and being feed more riddles. I decided to rest my aching body from all this adventuring. I sat down on the ground, the let the gentle breeze take me away to another memory. I smiled in hope of seeing him again but this one was something else. It did not feel like a memory, it felt like real life. I felt myself strapped in, I looked to the left and right of me and I was. I was tied to a small hospital bed. I could smell the aesthetics in the air, it made me sick. I could hear my heart monitor going off. I was panicking I wanted to return to wonderland. I had to save wonderland! I screamed for help, but everyone acted as If I wasn’t there, I yelled and yelled until my voice was gone. Once I was forced quiet someone stepped in. A long slender man, with crowning white hair that looked like a halo, but his face was no angel. His face was cold like the red queen, his eyes seemed dark and it made me feel uneasy. He looked at me for a while before asking if I remember what I have done. I looked at him and told him of wonderland and the current events.